I am having surgery Friday, you guys please pray for me. I am getting scared because i have had this bacteria infection all threw my body for so long... I have been on the strongest iv antibiotics since July. I feel worse than bad. The plan is to take out the groshong catheter, and put in a central line somewhere else. We hope the groshong tube is the cause of constant infection. So, i will either get worse or better... i am trying to think positive that after the tube is out and i stay on antibiotics and it will go away... before it kills me....

I need you guys, no one understands better than yall.

shame baxter ,that is so scary.will be praying for you ..have sent you a post on the other forum..good luck and thinking of you

Baxter, YOu will be in my constant prayers for the rest of the month. My mom has had a constant infection from sepis for about 4 months but she doesn't have autonomic dysfunction. She's 84 and wasn't expected to live but is now home and doing a little better. I wish we knew more about "these superbugs".
I know you will get prayers from all over the world from people on our site. Much love and positive thoughts, Elsa

Baxter,
I will be praying for you and keeping you in my thoughts as well.
You are a very strong person, with a strong will to live and help others. I will pray that it is the groshong and that after it is removed that the antibiotics will clear up the infection.
Good Luck and God Bless

Baxter- typing one hand, holding baby. If you have any questions please feel free to ask. It is not unusual for the body to have adifficult time clearing an infection when there is aforeign body. Usually if you can do without central access they prefer not to replace the line right away in order to improve the chance of clearing the infection. Are you dependant on the line for fluid, drugs?

Baxter, I do not know if you know of the philosophy of Science of Mind--no it is not Scientology, no jumping on couches. It is connected to this unified field of quantum physics approach that scientists are working on now about what is between the little orbits of electrons, protons etc. There is a lot more of this "unknown blackness" than there is solid atoms. Bottom line, the blackness is God, and if the blackness is God, then so must everything else be. So God is in us and around us all the time handling the bumps in the road, and everything is in the present, no past or future, so here goes:

I know that there is only one Power or Force in the Universe which is loving, light, and embraces everything from the smallest thing that is possible to be conceived to the entire universe itself. I know that Baxter and I, and all others are a part of this universe. The bacteria which lives in his body has so many places to go at every moment of this time. I see them moving from Baxters body to a different place continuing with life for the goodness and wellbeing of the whole of the God force of the Universe. I am grateful for this and I know it happens quickly and painlessly. I release this prayer to the Universe knowing that the entire power of the force of the God of all Creation is working for perfect health, and compfort. And so it is.

And that is what is happening in the science world--they don't understand it, but they have discovered GOD.

Be Well, and I see you being held in the light of God on Friday, and He guides the hands of the surgeons with perfection. You come out of this healthier than you have been in a long, long time. No offence is meant with this prayer, only love and hope.

Good luck Baxter, I'm thinking of ya and praying for you.

Me too Baxter, I'm still praying for you.

How did the surgery go? thinking of you

Baxter,

I will continue to pray that the infection clears up. You hang in there, my thoughts will be with you.

My surgery was rough, had to spend the night in ICU, but got home SAt...... this central line will only last a few weeks on these strong drugs, so off for surgery again Jan 11th, thank you guys for caring and praying.